Suicide BomberShe came from the blueSuicide Bomber by RockerByBaby
with her love black & blue
gray areas of a suicide bomber
in how she maybe meant well
but I was to explode
confetti for her pinata
loving her to pieces colorful
hiding everything inside.
Time flies above this hole I've crawled inside
slowly buried half alive, it sinks inside
how long gone I am waiting for small talking in circles
rolling pennies for a roll of the eyes
crumbs, last breaths of everything I owned
was nothing close
6 feet under
she named the price
just never appreciated surprises.
I was just learning to crawl
couldn't even get a trust fall
crawling back to my cave
Used to think I wanted
one last kiss from you
then I knew I'd need a few
a few too many
getting over you.
Starving, all these chips
on my shoulder
there's no getting over her
minus the sunburn.
Take the couch of cigarette burns
Take the pendulum TV
But far as I'm concerned
You're not taking me.
You're so much better
better straighten priorities
get your act tog
Happy TearsMy New Year ResolutionHappy Tears by RockerByBaby
is to not have one
because she helps me remember
it's all gonna be ok anyway
never said & done.
Sunshine goosebumps in my soul
keeping me awake the good way.
If my choice of words sliced her to the bone
sorry doesn't cut it in my heart
only never making her feel unloved again
could heal our wounds
cause her tears sting me too.
to make me happy to live
& the fact she doesn't always believe this
makes her the Angel she is.
Young fire I burn for her
inside & left behind
despite years of ice between us
fire, still roaring wild.
There she stands, I take her hand,
thawing side by side.
Damaged GoodsThey'll ask if I'm Gay, I'll sayDamaged Goods by RockerByBaby
I don't stick so much to labels,
rather be branded to a Lover
that I'd just love to love
some, as one,
So promise me potential Love,
that you'll stay regardless
of the sense
or the cents I don't make.
We'll stick around to accumulate.
Love me because you want to,
not because I want you.
Love me because you want to,
not because you have,
not because you need to.
& all those times I'm feeling far,
far too sorry for myself
to feel anything beyond--
I am still yet sorry
for wrong doings been done.
& it's okay, welcomed even,
to have been there,
Just because I'm familiar with your actions
doesn't mean I'll understand them.
& if to ever appreciate my reactions, I am aware
never means I'm forgiven.
Remember in patience, every time
we love just to spare warm feelings,
feelings go cold.
Just somewhat overlooked.
Reconsider it hurts me no more
every time I break
the towerIn winter watchers wood, we wait for the weird to wake,the tower by tronik808
Digital dangers in distant realms, mark the way for a phantom stranger
Pulling plants for power pills on route to the tower,
Powder and dust covers everything, I rejoice in the age of an item.
Delve deep in deadly devil pits, when itching cyber net tics,
Shed skin to begin, red road to ruin, lost in a new direction,
Think fast or fumble and fall flat forever,
Boundries of iron dissolve like lost fractions.
Full moon in a pond reflects trials for tomorrow,
Shallow steps sinking on a surface unclean,
Sip from the cup for the brim spilleth over,
All nonsense comes clear in this terrible dream
Nostrils flare with offence at the cruel smell of Cordite,
The hoarfrost sparkles like earthbound galaxies,
Stray far from the path and cold clings like a lover,
This close to death and youd think id remember
Puzzle pieces galore were left in this labyrinth
So sure of success we were blind to the truth,
Black holes and vacuums tear up the
sea dog's lamentThe poetry of pirates,sea dog's lament by tronik808
is not what one should hear,
the cuss words and the violence,
offends a gentle ear,
a shanty song is good and fine,
when sung upon the deck,
but beware son,of the brine,
its secrets and dark depth,
a mariners sad old story,
cursed by an albertross,
his quest for death or glory,
just taught his heart of loss,
the wailing of the syrens,
feel like fish hooks on the soul,
but the motion of the ocean,
can still lead you to your goal,
beware of unknown waters,
travail them with care,
the screaming and the slaughter,
caused by monsters that dwell there.
hindsightcontact kills, my caress corodes,hindsight by tronik808
sickness still and solid in its woes,
shadowshift slightly,dig into the dark,
murder mile marathon,feed me to the sharks.
time twists totally,dust on dust,
muscle maddness moves me,tells me that i must,
gristle-bit the skin strands taste soo sweet,
Ancient fetid flavours in this medicated meat,
Whispers, sweep through night-dark paths,
dreadd drips a cancer in all half hearts,
shade-blade slices soul hole selections,
lurking without light in alternative dimensions.
hellbent and reckless,ride on regardless,
serpentine bindings render me harmless,
brain bonded,blind,i beg for forgiveness,
original sin brings me closer to last witness.
bonecones in clusters,sharp and quite deadly,
skull spikes and lung pipes,sing a sick medley,
amplified wavelengths of atonal screaming,
terror tight chest pains,i prey that i'm dreaming.
wake up my mind from this bleak mundane,
show me a sign that things wont remain,
tied to the rules,that make fools of us all,
the last carnivalCome one and come all to the last show on Earth,the last carnival by tronik808
Welcome to the last carnival,
Pay at the door what you think its worth,
Rejoice as clowns tumble and fall.
What a marvellous sight, in this weak waning light,
cast by a fast dying sun,
so run walk or crawl, to my striped canvas walls
Lets check out having bundles of fun.
Its the last gasp of time, the end of the line,
So hurry and get to your seats,
as the music starts to play, and the wire walkers sway
to ill winds blowing in from the East.
The rapture is here, that much is clear,
Gaia has given up the ghost,
our performance so good, its my hope that we should,
entertain even heavenly hosts.
So roll up,roll up, as oblivion nears,
lets party while were still able,
fill up your cups, with memories dear,
Gorge your souls with the food from my table
Come one and come all the last show on earth,
welcome to the last carnival,
now were almost gone, with our guns and our bombs,
does it matter that we lived at all?